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i’ve been thinking a lot about self-destructive tendencies i have. there are the obvious ones, like occasionally forcing myself into inadequate sleep cycles and eating 1.5 meals a day and not drink…
i’ve been thinking a lot about self-destructive tendencies i have. there are the obvious ones, like occasionally forcing myself into inadequate sleep cycles and eating 1.5 meals a day and not drinking enough water and all that. there’s also clout-chasing and excessive idolization and the insistence on finding new things to do until i can’t anymore. all the usual college student impulses i suppose but the worst one has to be the relentless descents into negativity. i don’t know if it’s a personal issue or a universal struggle (i suspect it’s the latter and people just don’t talk about it), but
related reading
- So you wanna de-bog yourself - by Adam Mastroianniexperimental-history.com
- depression handbook | writingmasonjwang.com
- Men Who Kill Themselvesmetropolitanreview.org
- i can do more more more - by Claire Wang - cold brew blogclairebookworm.substack.com
- another yearavabear.xyz
- Hand on my heart,mindslice.substack.com
- 5 Simple Ideas That Can Change Your Lifemarkmanson.net
- Fucksubstack.com
- The Brief Guide to Sucking at Life - In Over Your Headinoveryourhead.net
- surviving octobersubstack.com
- the hunger to be everything.odetoapoet.substack.com
- Ureshiku Naritai — LessWronglesswrong.com