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It's 4 am and I can't sleep - by Aadil

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I am what I do

Not what I have done or what I will do, but what I have done does contribute to what I do. And what I will do is never defined but constantly shaped by what I do. And what I want to do shapes what I do. But fundamentally I am what I do. A system is defined by its function. I spent many years asking myself what is my purpose, what was I put on this earth to do, who am I and who am I meant to be. Everything I could use to define that was made up by people like me, fitting answers to a puzzle they literally cannot solve but try to regardless. No one will ever have a mathematical proof of how…

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