I am the target I've been trying to reach - by Celeste 🌱
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I could go back to california any time that I want
collar by saoirse dream Life has always been empty without the chase. Ever since I was little I found great joy in optimization: climbing ranks in games, making a website so I can offer coaching, getting really good at soldering so I can fix stuff. Wholeheartedly believing that the only thing between me and eternal happiness is getting this pirated copy of gta v to work. But I realized pretty early in life that the thing I actually like here is the chase. The target always disappoints, the joy lies in anticipation and process. The parts of my life left to hillclimb are increasingly…
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