against disorder - by Ava - bookbear express
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Pierre Bonnard, Dining Room in the Country, 1913 Life is a fight against entropy. The dogs rip their toys open and I buy more. The flowers wilt, so we throw them out and buy cherry blossoms. I write a post, I write another post, I write another post. Life is a fight against disorder. When I’m in a bad mood, I think: I’m tired of fighting for other people. I’m so sick of managing their emotions. If the price of you changing is me forcing you to change, then I don’t want it. Your passivity turns me into someone I don’t like being. Still, I understand that everyone comes with a different…
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